Fear and Love

I realized a little while ago that I make many of my decisions out of fear. I honestly don’t think this is unusual for someone in my position and with my personal history, and it doesn’t surprise me.

What did upset me was realizing how much of my spiritual path was based on fear. I’m not afraid of hellfire and damnation, mind you. I’m afraid of being yelled at. Afraid of being bullied. Afraid of being called out. I’m afraid of being wrong.

I’ve been so afraid of being called wrong that I don’t know what I think is right.

So I’ll start with what I know is true.

I love you, Saraswati Devi.

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